God, You knows my pain, You know what was happened. You see everything, i came with a broken heart. he continued to hurt me and always acted as if nothing happened, insult me and throw me. I tried to cover my feelings from everyone, every day i struggle past the pain. but i couldn’t stop waiting for his promise responsible on me. I am still waiting for the miracle to come one day and I was waiting for the touch of who reject and hurt me. God i can’t do anything without Your blessing. I need You Father, i need You, please don’t leave me. Please Father, help me, I’m tired of crying, pain and suffering make me losing my mind. I really love him, but all that couldn’t touch his heart, please help Father touched Damianus Aditya heart for me. Father, give me patience and strength, even if it really hurts for me, please continue beside me, hold my hand and never left me whatever happens, I put the disappointments, pain and my whole hope in Your hands, please giving miracles for me.