Please my Lord Jesus Christ. I know that I am far from you. I know that I do not make you proud. I know that I am a sinner. I know my Lord that you are too good to me. But, Please my Lord I am begging you. I am asking you humbly and unworthly to be with me. Help me come out of this depression my Lord. I have so much good that you have Blessed me with. I have so much to be grateful for. I have so much that I do not deserve. Please my Lord just open my eyes and fill my heart with joy. Help me to find happiness my Lord. Help me to smile.