God, You knows my pain, You know what was happened. You see everything, i came with a broken heart. he continued to hurt me and always acted as if nothing happened, insult me and throw me. I tried to cover my feelings from everyone, every day i struggle. but i couldn’t stop waiting for his promise responsible on me. I am still waiting for the miracle to come one day and waiting for the touch of who reject and hurt me. God, You knows how long i have waited, i can’t do anything without Your blessing. I need You Father, i need You, please don’t leave me. Please Father, help me, I’m tired of crying, pain and suffering make me losing my mind. I couldn’t touch his heart, please help Father touched damianus aditya heart for me. I was desperate, He still doesn’t care about me, and have fun with another women. please I don’t know how much longer I had to pretend, too painful. I put the disappointments, pain and my whole hope in Your hands, please giving miracles for me.