Coping with bad mistakes

I recently permed my hair to make it curly, just as God had created me. Throughout the years i have damaged my hair by straightnening it out and it became so straight and lots its curls. I just got a perm to make my hair curly again but the perm was too strong for my hair and now my hair is falling out. The terrifying thing is, when i was showering, i stuck a comb in my hair and started brushing out the knots in it and i found huge clumps of long hair in my comb, just handfuls of my hair were now in my head. I don’t know what God is trying to teach me right now, maybe that my hair should be of least importance to me right now along with the rest of my physical look. At the same time, i brought this all on myself. My hair would not be so damaged if i never tried to change what God had given me before by straightening it all the time. As silly as this prayer might seem, i really do hope that my hair can return to how God had given it to me and i promise that i will take care of it as intended. Please pray for me.