My Transgressions

Lord, I have allowed myself to be influenced by someone, who I gave my all to, and paid the ultimate price with my life at the end of the line. Sorry couldn’t be enough to move on from the matter. I need you to help heal me and surround me with good people. I am asking you lord to keep me away from harm and please allow me to have a sense of normalcy in my life. I thank you when I am high, and I will also praise you when I am low, because as bad as my situation has been for over 3 years, you had a plan for me, but I refused to follow you. I thank you for sparing me my life. It is literally all that I have been left with in the end. Nothing else matters to me anymore. I just want to go back to the person I once was- full of life. Please be with me and restore that light in me. I know it’s not time for me to go- not just yet. Guide me and I will always listen for you. Amen.