I went through a lot, and as a result I became depressed and gained a lot of wait and now not only am I internally scared, but externally as well. My body is completely scared due to wait gain and is making me so depressed to the point that I wish I was never born. I pray to God to heal me and even wonder if He is listening to me or upset with me or maybe just testing my patience. I don’t have peace and i am so ashamed of myself. Please pray for me, I am desprate and I don’t know how to pray to God anymore or talk to Him, I hope he hasn’t abomdoned me…
Pray for my healing. I’ve heard and read that God can do miracles and witnessed some with my own family members….but now I question if He even listens to me or cares.
